Balloon Launch

Above: Weston, almost too big for the baby swings at Lion’s Park.
On Thanksgiving Day, our family went out to Lion’s Park where there are two trees planted in memory of Weston. My brothers and sister-in-laws decided that they wanted to have helium balloons for the kids to write a message on and launch [...]

No More Photos.

It occurred to me this Thanksgiving holiday season that the photos of Weston we have are all we will ever have of him. I know in the back of my mind this has been a reality, but when you are starting out the door and think, “do I need my camera?” The [...]

eleven.

Today marks the 11th anniversary of my marriage to Erin. We were married on November 29, 1997 in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. Our honeymoon was spent in Clearwater Beach, Florida. We did not realize at that time that only a few years later we would move to Orlando and live there for seven [...]

Back in Time

Above: Family photo May 2008.
I’m sharing my heart, like I have many times on my blog in recent weeks. I share because it helps me express my thoughts by getting them out of my head and into words.
There are many things that Erin and I have experienced emotionally, physically, and spiritually over the past [...]

“Happy” Thanksgiving

Above: Me and Weston after church on Easter Sunday 2008.
Several people told me this week: Have a Happy Thanksgiving. My thanksgiving was not happy this year. Don’t get me wrong, I really was glad to be able to see my family and eat some good food. Right now, at this [...]

On The Go!

Above: Weston, at 11 months was just beginning to walk. In the photo, he was most likely after a toy, and crawling must have gotten him around faster than walking at this point. But that would all change as he learned more about walking which quickly turned into running.
Thanksgiving is a holiday [...]

Gifts from God

Above: My brothers, sisters, parents, nieces, and nephews from last Thanksgiving. Weston and I are in the very back, Weston has on a yellow coat and hat.
Well here are – the week of Thanksgiving. I am at a loss for words. It seems there just are no words to say sometimes. [...]

My Baby

Weston in his stroller at the fair last year.  I am missing him so much this week.  I find myself saying, “I want my baby back.”  And I do.  Thanks for all of you who continue to pray for us, never tiring.  We are still very much in the middle of our storm.

Quiet

The house remains very quiet without Weston here.  We miss him.

Weston’s New Life

This photo of Weston is a little blurry (actually a lot blurry) but I really like it so I decided to share it with you. I can remember these clothes he wore, and this outfit in particular. In this photo he was maybe a month old. Maybe less. I have been [...]