Mommy and Weston at our home in Florida. This seems like a long, long, time ago.
Napping Sit-ation
We took Weston to a mother’s day our program on Wednesday mornings for a couple of hours each week. These programs here in Norman are quite difficult to get into, complete with waiting lists and such. We finally had found Weston a very nice program at a very nice church here, and he [...]
More Blogging
If you read my blog, you may tire of my seemingly constant grieving. But keep in mind that I use this blog as a writing outlet to release difficult thoughts and feelings I am going through – which may make it seem like I am in a constant state of despair, though this is [...]
Quiet Summer
It is a lonely summer without Weston. Life goes on but has less meaning. I hate what we have to endure each day and night. If we had Weston back, our life would be normal again. Our new normal is difficult. I wonder what we would have done this summer with Weston? I miss him [...]
Father’s Day
Here are just a few of my favoirte photos of me and my boy.
Ramdom Ramblings
I am grateful for all of the friends I have made in the past 9 months. Many of them I would have never met had it not been for Weston’s death. It’s strange though, because I often wish that these new folks in our lives could meet Weston.
I went to Wal-Mart late last night, which [...]
Triggers
As an ambulance rushed past me yesterday with sirens blazing, I was once again transported back to the night Weston died. The sight and sounds of an ambulance is a trigger that will stir up strong emotions in me within moments. I don’t react outwardly, but inside I struggle. Once the trigger is pulled, I [...]
Sharing with Max
Recently there was a question of whether Weston ever got in his pool with Max. Here is the answer:
Difficult days
I sure do miss Weston. I can’t help but remeber the fun times we were having last summer, whcih seems like just yesterday. I just cannot believe he is gone from us. It is still very difficult to understand, and very difficult to accept. My life has lost it’s spark since Weston left us. Can’t [...]
Silent Home
Erin’s brother Matt got to visit and meet Weston just 2 days before Weston passed away. We are so grateful that he was able to meet Weston. Weston was immediately taken in with his Uncle Matt.
Feeling Weston’s presence in our home has been less prevalent lately. It’s very tough to not sense his presence at [...]
