Missing Him

Somebody must be praying for me because somehow I have made it through this week.  I’m not sure how much longer I can go without a major breakdown.  We’ll see.  I saw Weston’s memorial marker at the park tonight, and all I could say to myself was…”this really sucks.”  And it does.  I miss him.

Happy Boy

What a CAKE!

A birthday cake worth photographing.

Happy Birs-Day Daddy

Above: This picture was taken last year around this time. My colleagues at OU threw me a birthday party at the bowling alley. Weston got to come and bowl with us. I wish he were here today. (more below)

Today is my birthday. There have been few moments of true celebrations since [...]

Smile!

I can’t remember if I have posted this picture before, but even if I have, it’s worth posting again.  It makes me smile.

The Best Medicine

Today is the first day of rehearsal for me on a show I am directing at the University of Oklahoma. I am excited about starting work on this project. It is the first show of the OU Mainstage season. I have been assigned some great designers for the show. The set [...]

Unexplainable Love

I often just see a picture of Weston and I can feel a very deep sense of love for him that I truly cannot explain. I know that you know that I love him, but I wish I could put into words just how much I do. It’s that deep love that also [...]

Family Portrait

Remember the mobile?

Remember the mobile? This mobile was one that Erin had when she was a baby. Erin and I bought some material that matched Weston’s room and updated the fish on the mobile by sewing some new ones. We would wind it up and it would play a song and the fish would [...]

Remember the changing table?

Remember the changing table?  Here’s what I remember most about the changing table:  Weston loved it.  He would always get so excited when we put him down on it – he would squeal and laugh and be in the best mood.  I’m not sure why he liked it so much.  I guess he was excited [...]