Somebody must be praying for me because somehow I have made it through this week. I’m not sure how much longer I can go without a major breakdown. We’ll see. I saw Weston’s memorial marker at the park tonight, and all I could say to myself was…”this really sucks.” And it does. I miss him.
August 28, 2009
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August 25, 2009
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A birthday cake worth photographing.
August 22, 2009
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Above: This picture was taken last year around this time. My colleagues at OU threw me a birthday party at the bowling alley. Weston got to come and bowl with us. I wish he were here today. (more below)
Today is my birthday. There have been few moments of true celebrations since [...]
August 21, 2009
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I can’t remember if I have posted this picture before, but even if I have, it’s worth posting again. It makes me smile.
August 20, 2009
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Today is the first day of rehearsal for me on a show I am directing at the University of Oklahoma. I am excited about starting work on this project. It is the first show of the OU Mainstage season. I have been assigned some great designers for the show. The set [...]
August 17, 2009
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I often just see a picture of Weston and I can feel a very deep sense of love for him that I truly cannot explain. I know that you know that I love him, but I wish I could put into words just how much I do. It’s that deep love that also [...]
August 16, 2009
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August 15, 2009
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Remember the mobile? This mobile was one that Erin had when she was a baby. Erin and I bought some material that matched Weston’s room and updated the fish on the mobile by sewing some new ones. We would wind it up and it would play a song and the fish would [...]
August 14, 2009
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Remember the changing table? Here’s what I remember most about the changing table: Weston loved it. He would always get so excited when we put him down on it – he would squeal and laugh and be in the best mood. I’m not sure why he liked it so much. I guess he was excited [...]
August 13, 2009
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